
What an incredible piece of my life. My time in “The City Beautiful” has been heart molding, brain burning and spirit strengthening.
The Girl——————————
Before I left, I was in a relationship that was getting serious. I knew I was in love, and wanted to be with this funny, gorgeous, joy bringing, heart stopping, level headed, maturely immature beauty.
At the same time, I knew this was my opportunity to follow my dream. To make something happen. To make a difference. To find out what I’m really made of.
I had to go. But I couldn’t let this once-in-a-lifetime chick go either. She was too good to pass on. I selfishly took both. We tried to make it work.
…and it has! We’ve grown together in ways we never could have in other circumstances. We’ve built a relationship on the heart things that matter. And I’m still in love with her.
The Growth————————-
New brothers in my life. Old brothers still around. Understanding how to be a better person, and how to have a positive contribution to this world. Understanding what courage is, what compassion is, what manhood is. Understand who God is, what His will is, and what His will is not.
No human event or circumstance is pure black and white. There is always a gray area, always a factor or an experience that someone else has had that is part of why they do what they do, and what makes them who they are.
Taking the time to look at every perspective and to walk, run, and jump in someone else Nike’s can make all the difference. It’s all the more reason not to judge. Because we just can’t.
Trustworthy, graceful, merciful, forgiving, compassionate, courageous, loving, wise. All words that I want to be my life adjectives.
The Graduate——————–
The reason I’m 2000 miles away from the girl I love and the comfort zone I knew.
I’ve always loved storytelling and visuals. Learning how to translate that into f-stops and amperage is the road I’m traveling. Film, Graphic Design, Broadcast Television, Music, Video, Electronics, any medium of Media. I want to be good at them all. And I’ve taken steps forward this year.
Thanks Orlando. Thanks Bros and Chicks. Thanks Blogs. Here’s to the years ahead.
“I restore the crushed spirit of the humble and revive the courage of those with repentant hearts. ” -Isaiah 57:15
Is your love really Love?
Is my love really Love?
I think our love isn’t Love,
Unless it’s Love to the end.
Is your god really God?
Is my god really God?
I think our god isn’t God,
If he fits inside our heads.
- Clouds by As Cities Burn